Dear Journal,

My friend Hot Cheetos is back and is better than eva!!!!!!! And all I can say is ... well sing is... Reunited and it feels so good!!! Suprisingly it does it's nice warm and soft in someone elses arms. (Don't ask)

Anyway I can't concentrate my friends trying to steal my soul and take away my photo virginity.

Yestreday was pretty awesome my cousins actually acknowleged my existence for a few moments. I almost feel special...(rolling my eyes as I type) Their all like... "You got so big now that your older lets hang out!" Snicker Snicker. I wish I could slap all them... in the face.

I wish I could start my life over and make my wrongs to rights, to befriend the people that would be there for me, to beat all the haters before they could hate, and to live to the fullest all the time.

Sorry, self pity moment. Until we meet again
Chao.